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Voices in my head

There are voices in my head and my heart is trying hard to drown them out. I keep hearing what they say, they’ve enticed me into what they’re all about. Willpower slips away and I’m weakening with every word they say. So I contemplate my fate as I do, the whisper turns into a shout

You bring out the darkest side of me. Chased up from a place that I can’t reach. I would love to practice what I preach. To bring out the good girl side of me.

I tried to resist but you caught me. I tried to dismiss what you taught me. I tried to resist but you caught me. I tried to dismiss what you taught me.

Risking everything I had. I was keen to find the worst that I could do. Throw the sanity away, brought destruction to the people that I knew. My head became a cage, I became a puppet on the stage and even though we’re not okay, the feeling brings me pleasure all the same. All the same.

You bring out the darkest side of me. Chased up from a place that I can’t reach. I would love to practice what I preach. To bring out the good girl side of me.

I tried to resist but you caught me. I tried to dismiss what you taught me. I tried to resist but you caught me. I tried to dismiss what you taught me.

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Complexed personality

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I’ve a complexed personality and a light which goes in many directions. To combine my various sites and get them to meet in a higher unity is not always the easiest thing. My desire, my common sense, my instincts and my future plans are pointing in opposite directions and makes it hard to take the right choice. For what is the right choice? Is it doing what feels right a the moment or is it to make a choice that gives me more value in the long term? It’s not about finding myself – it’s quite the opposite actually – I’ve to figure out how to choose in complex situations where the specific choices will affect the following day or period. It’s depleting to fight for two such different things in so infinitely incompatible directions. The ambivalence takes over for a while.

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