music, thoughts

Voices in my head

There are voices in my head and my heart is trying hard to drown them out. I keep hearing what they say, they’ve enticed me into what they’re all about. Willpower slips away and I’m weakening with every word they say. So I contemplate my fate as I do, the whisper turns into a shout

You bring out the darkest side of me. Chased up from a place that I can’t reach. I would love to practice what I preach. To bring out the good girl side of me.

I tried to resist but you caught me. I tried to dismiss what you taught me. I tried to resist but you caught me. I tried to dismiss what you taught me.

Risking everything I had. I was keen to find the worst that I could do. Throw the sanity away, brought destruction to the people that I knew. My head became a cage, I became a puppet on the stage and even though we’re not okay, the feeling brings me pleasure all the same. All the same.

You bring out the darkest side of me. Chased up from a place that I can’t reach. I would love to practice what I preach. To bring out the good girl side of me.

I tried to resist but you caught me. I tried to dismiss what you taught me. I tried to resist but you caught me. I tried to dismiss what you taught me.

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Clarification

Skærmbillede 2014-02-25 kl. 14.33.29

I feel a deep gratitude, a penetrating pleasure. To get away from my everyday life has opened my eyes for what I have. A persistence family, admirable girlfriends and a feeling of happiness that is hard to turn off. I’ve so many reasons to be happy. I hope this revelation will keep my head clear so I can work for my goals, enjoy my results and not drive myself over to my dark side.. although I somehow like being there..

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What’s your drug

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We’re all addicted to something. It’s alluring but unsafe and that’s how the rush works. A too high drug intake sends us out on the sideline. I feel high and unimaginably much alive. I get chills and my heart beats in at high pressure in my chest. I just have to remember that in the long term, happiness is life’s most sustained and strongest drug.

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Whatever makes you happy

Skærmbillede 2014-02-11 kl. 22.18.22

To be awake when the rest of the city is sleeping. Long walks in the fresh air. Listening to music while watching the city from my window sill. Preparing food. Watch movies with deep gloomy messages. Reading books and magazines. Spending time with my beloved. Drinking wine and smoking cigarettes. Running (for the exercise – and life in general). Dancing intoxicated around in Copenhagen’s nightlife. Write lyrics. Be faithful and gracious to people I care about. Feeling the moment and live in it.

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The weekly

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A fragment of photos from the past week. The near future will going to bring an incredible number of choices which will all require special attention. Therefore, I’ve focused on the moment and it’s pleasure. I’ve eaten delicious dinners in good company, I’ve exploited the free bar in Copenhagen’s city life with my boo, I’ve pampered myself with a new bag and spoiled my girlfriend with sushi and wine to celebrate her birthday. Although I don’t know what the near future will bring, I’m looking forward to see what happens.

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