All my life I’ve struggled hard to reach my goals. I’m perfectionistic and I’d rather do without than settle for less. My philosophy of life have got me down several times. Suddenly I lie there without the ability to satisfy my own requirements. My inner strength decreases and it costs a lot of time – but I’ll not settle. I’ll be lying until I’m ready to rise again. Adversity and despair are not allowed to set the agenda. Hell no. I’ll go all the way.. every single time.