I’ve ignored a big lump in my throat. It continues to grow and I’m about to fall apart. I thought that everything would work out by itself but that was an illusion. I need to find my happy place. But instead I escape from reality. With cloudy eyes and a heavy heart I try to find a way out but my luggage weighs me down. But no one can see it. No one will ever believe it. You’ll be fine they say.. Bullshit.