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The perfect little life of yours


The days where you feel like a fucking loser and really can’t do anything about it. You want to improve yourself that you can do everything you possibly can to run away from the past but you still have the desire to escape from everything and everyone. You want to scream and cry and at the same time you want to show the whole world that you are ready to life the perfect little life of yours. You know how to run away from your demons but your old habits are knocking on your dark little mind saying that they’re ready to take over control. It’s evil. It hits you right in the face.

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And that was it

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I’ve waved goodbye to the previous year with a tear down my cheek. I’ve learned so incredibly much about myself and yet nothing at all. I’ve distanced myself from my dark mind and found out what true happiness is. Sort of. I’ve filled my year with people and experiences that I’ll never forget. I’ve gained experiences that has marked me for life. At the same time I’m looking forward to meet the new year with all that it entails. For better or for worse.

Happy new year out there. Take care.

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Eyes on fire


I’ll seek you out, flay you alive
one more word and you won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour

I won’t soothe your pain. I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain. I got nothing for you to gain

I’m taking it slow feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time in the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace

I won’t soothe your pain. I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain. I got nothing for you to gain